Two months have passed since we lost Colson. It's been hard. There are constant reminders everywhere. All the newborn babies and baby bumps still get me. And his shadow box. And his necklace. And my baby belly that still hasn't gone away. A song that reminds me. A picture that I see. A gender reveal. So many things. Every once in a while, Ashlyn will ask me about Bryan's baby brother. For some reason she won't call him her baby brother, maybe because she wanted a sister. It always sends me into a state of quiet, breaking my heart that she won't know her brother. But it's also been good. We are a much stronger family now. We communicate better. We are so much more patient with each other. Our kids make us cry pretty much daily because we are just so thankful for them and their sweet souls. My husband has been so very patient with me. There are still times that I just break down and need hi...