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Q & A: Hardest Thing Ever

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What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

If you have been following my blog or my IG feed, I think you already know the answer to this question.

The hardest thing I have ever experienced is the birth of my son at 16 weeks gestation.  I had a later term miscarriage but was able to deliver him, hold him and say goodbye to him.  It was the worst day of my life.  I'm still dealing with it almost seven months later.  I won't get into all the details here on this post but most of my Colson related posts are below.

Colson's Birth Story

Dear Colson

These Days

For My Husband

Around Here

It's Been Hard

It's Your Due Date

It Feels Like Yesterday


What's the hardest thing you have ever experienced?

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